Out of all the fucking people in this world why the fuck would this happen to him. All of the cynics, murderers, hate mongers, and scum of the earth deserve something like this; not one of the best people I’ve ever known.
You were everyone’s friend. To think I saw you last weekend and uttered ‘See you later,’ makes me sick. I am in such disbelief and denial. I have no words to conjure up that expresses my feeling of woe right now. You had one of the biggest hearts. I hate that we always gave you shit all the time, but I hope you know that we all loved you. You were such an impressive person inside and out. A great athlete, great student, and an amazing friend.
I’ve never felt this emotionally distressed. If there’s a heaven, you better be setting 5k records.
Rest in peace, Phil.
Fuck feelings, for real. I liked it when they were absent. I guess they were just on a hiatus. Fuck.
i can’t stop thinking about you.